.14 May, 2008 ' 4:30 PM Y
I went to E-hub to catch a movie last night. As you know, there's a Cadbury wheel located right infront of the building. So when dearie saw the Cadbury wheel, this is what he said to me. "If you want me to ride on that wheel, well.... I will go. But if you want me to ride on the S'pore flyer, it's ok. I give it a pass..." Cheh!
Nevermindlah eh, i have another companion who is willing to ride that flyer with me. Hurh!
Tomorrow is dearie's big day. He's turning one year older... Everything is done & hopefully it will go smoothly. Keeping my finger cross...
.06 May, 2008 ' 1:31 PM Y
Gosh i'm so bored at work. Not much work as Japan having their golden week(holidays). Been reading people's blog, check my friendster, my facebook, etc. etc. etc.
My weekend... On Sat, true enuf i didn't went out with dearie. We were having a conflict & we're about to end our relationship but we talked things out & now we're back on track.... So much things happened & i don't wish to say it out. Lets bygone be bygone. Hopefully we learn from our mistakes, trust & treasure each other more.
On Sun, i went shopping with Diana. Get a few tops & slippers. Surveyed dearie's prezzie & finally i got one. Well, i planned to celebrate his b'day juz the both of us. (No outsiders allowed!) Romantik kan... So wat have i planned? Hmm... juz wait & see.
**Baby, after wat happened tat nite i realised tat at the end of the day i still need you & you still need me. We're not ready to let it go. And i promise you tis, for as long as you love me, i will only love you!**
.01 May, 2008 ' 2:08 PM Y
People are having fun outside but ME..... i'm stuck at work! Sigh! 1 more hour to go then i can get my ass off from here.
So after work, hmm.... going to Tekka to get some punjabi for my cousin's wedding. But wat colour should i choose? Red??? Or maybe... hmm, im not sure. Need to get my cuz's opinion bout tis. Hey! Diana is in town. Her flight juz departed at 2pm & sori babe can't pick u up at the airport cos im still stuck here!!! But i will meet u at home later aite. My mum & dad went to KL yesterday evening, left me & my sis... They will be back tis Sun... And my schedule for tis weekend.... Sat, going out wif dearie (i guess...) Sun, haf a date wif Diana. We're going SHOPPING.... Yeah! The moment tat i've been waiting for... Mon, i will be on leave. Hmm... maybe i should get my hair done.
And oh my god, it's 1st of MAY! I left wif 14 more days to plan for my dearie's bday... Gosh! Wat should i do for him tis year...???
.29 April, 2008 ' 1:22 PM Y
At times when u feel that you're on top of the world, there will be a day when u feel that everything seems to fall apart. A year has passed but i'm still not sure where is it heading too. Does he love me, does he not? Is he faithful, is he not?
Yes, he did give everything that i want, almost everything but does that show that he love me??? To be honest, i still have doubt bout this relationship. Am i over-reacting or am i just to scared to face the reality??? It's been 5 days we have not meet... Calls...? Not as frequent as it used to be.
*** Congrats to Wani & Yan for their first newborn baby, Mohd Nur Afiq on 27th April 2008 @1555hrs ***
.22 April, 2008 ' 1:35 PM Y
Everyday i get more afraid
Of giving my heart away
Scared of what love will bring
Too nervous to hear the words you'll say.
I find myself lost in you
Not sure if i want to be
I see the looks that you give
And wonder what you see in me.
I don't want my heart broken
But i'm so in love
I can't seem to give up
A guy sent from above.
So i'm gonna trust you
Please don't let me down
For i'm giving you a chance
To turn my life around.
Don't take it for granted
Cause it might not last long
I have a weak thoughts
And my heart isn't strong.
I'm putting my life in your hands
It's all up to you
I look forward to the place we go
And the thing we'll be put through.
But remember that i'm vurnerable
And i can't stand to hurt
I want to be at the top of your list
But i don't have to be the first.
Believe me when i tell you
That i love you with all my heart
That i'm here for you forever & always
Just like i was at the start...
.16 April, 2008 ' 11:45 AM Y
My condolence to my dearest fren, Elly, for the lost of her beloved mum yesterday.
It's hard when you lost someone that you love especially if it's your mum. The one who carry us in their womb for 9 mths, the one who screamed in pain when giving birth. It's hard, it's really hard.
Looking at her condition/circumstances, i just can't help myself but cried.
Elly, no matter wat you still have us ok gerl. I strongly believe that your mum is very proud to have a daughter like you. You have took care of her for more than a mth while she was admitted in the hospital. Sabar ok gerl. Yang pegi tetap akan pegi.
Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Amin.
.02 April, 2008 ' 8:28 PM Y
I badly need a new handphone... It's not that my phone is not working. But i just feel that it's time for me to change a new one.
So one day my dearie asked me out. We went to Causeway Point to catch a movie & we watched the so boring & lame show, Semi-Pro. I rather watch Vantage Point than this stupid movie. But bcos he really wants to watch it so i juz go along. We had our dinner then it was time to go home. We were at the carpark when he surprised me with a M1 bag...
And wat's inside???
A Nokia 6500 slide phone, black colour... Wheee.... At last a new phone!
So now, we're using the same phone. He has the silver colour & mine is black. Perfect!
***Sweetheart, thank you for the gift. I'm sorry that i've forgotten to say thank you to you in person cos i was speechless! I'm loving it! Appreciate wat u have done for me. Thank you once again, bi... Love YOU!***
